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Thursday, November 10, 2011

This is the day!!

Yesh!! I manage to hit yesterday as well as today's KPI so later today, I can go out and enjoy life! Maybe I'll try to work on tomorrow's target abit so that I can have an enjoyable and relaxing Friday without worrying about the irritating targets. Told some local candidates not to call me after 10pm coz well, I need a life and I've got to create some 'do not disturb' time for him :)

Did some little changes to my public FB account and now I stop receiving so many newsfeed. How cool is that?? Some updates are annoying, some uninteresting and most doesn't really concern me so now I have less than 3 newsfeeds per 2 hours. The flooding has gone....Interesting!!

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Druid: Maple Tree

According to Druid, my date of birth represents a maple tree...

The Maple is known as the luckiest of trees. It embodies a happy spirit because it represents very desirable qualities, such as success, wealth, and general prosperity. This is a very positive and constructive sign. It is only natural, then, that Maple people are always pleasant to be around because they are cheerful, joyful, and active. These dynamic people are quite adventurous and always seek out excitement. Even when a Maple Tree person isn't the most gorgeous one in the room, he or she can easily compensate for it with an outrageous, interesting, and outstanding personality.

Maples are known to be offbeat, extravagant, and even a bit bizarre. They are always aware of all the new trends, social customs, and the most recent discoveries in the world around them. On any given day they are involved or considering any number of interesting and exciting projects. However, they rarely implement any of their daring ideas. Maples prefer to watch others achieve their goals.

Maple people have irrepressible energy; they are simply restless! They are interested in too many things at once. Sometimes Maples feel that if they stop even for a moment, they will miss out on something very important. Despite their daring personalities, Maple people are not extremely courageous. The only reason they decides to take a risk is because Maples have a very low sense of danger.

Maples are social butterflies; every day they make new connections. Because of their warm and inviting nature, people trust them with all their secrets. They know that no matter what, this sign will never reproach them or disapprove of them.

Even though Maples love to be the center of attention, they don't care what kind of impression they make on people or what kind of attention they garner. They don't follow the rules, and they actually enjoy provoking others.

Although a logical mind helps them to find solutions to the most difficult problems, Maples' path in life is never easy. They rarely achieve great success.

Maple people don't need love to be happy. If they don't ever find a "partner in crime" they manage just fine on their own. This sign will never complain about an ill-fated life or shattered dreams. Maples have a way of learning to be content with what they already have.

Maples can be quite cynical. They will notice someone's flaws, but never hold anything against that person. Maples have a many-sided personality; they are full of surprises, both good and unpleasant.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Random quotes

Not true.  That someone special got to do something.  He got to appear before me!  Being someone whose love language is physical touch and quality time, it is important that he is able to give me those.  And words of affirmation would be good once in a while to show that I matter.

Just spent some time with a lovely gentleman.  Yah, this is the final final meetup before he flies :) He asked me about Christianity and shared with me about Buddhism which I have absolutely no idea what the heck he was talking about.  Nonetheless, I told him that in Christianity, we learned that the husband is the head of the household.  Wife will need to be submissive.  With that, he asked "You?  Submissive??" Errr....well, I'm not a wife so I don't have a husband to submit to.  And he quickly added that in this case, I should remain as a Christian and learn to be submissive!  Hey!  What's the meaning of that???  I can be meek like a rabbit ok!

On a more serious note, he asked if I will be pursuing an MBA.  I told him that I'd rather not.  Maybe I'll go for a Diploma of Law to which he said that it will suit me coz I like to fight :( I don't like to fight what....I just like to stand for righteousness :p  He will be on some Hyperion course when he comes back from his trip.  I can go and disturb him for lunch since Oracle University is at Suntec.  I can go to the foodcourt and wait for him and at the same time forcing him to eat some human food.  It's not good to always eat in restaurants...he gotta learn to be normal.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

童话

Was out with my friend for a meal before he flies off for this trip this weekend.  We were in the car and told me that when we reach Marina Barrage, he would let me listen to this song.  But we were so mesmerized by the night view that we completely forgot.  So when we got back to the car, he showed me this youtube video and I told him that I would go home and listen.

I have actually heard this song a million times and already know it's nice.  But I guess he wanted to point out to me that this version is nicer?  Well, I agree....love the R&B flavor of the song.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Ivy's death anniversary (31 Oct 2011)

I miss you so much, Ivy. No one could replace you...I thought I found someone to take your place but I was wrong. You are irreplaceable. My trust had been betrayed again and again in my attempt to find a second you and yet I failed to get any closer to my target. I guess I should stop searching and just hold you close to my heart. That way, I won't be betrayed again. I have to learn to protect myself. I really miss those 9pm phone calls we used to have. I miss those handmade cards you used to make for me. I finally receive a handmade card on my birthday. It reminded me of you...and then I started to miss you again. I miss how I could call you whenever I need a shoulder to cry on. I miss crying in your embrace and you telling me that everything is going to be alright. I miss telling you my dreams and you telling me that it's not a stupid dream...I can achieve it if I believe it. I miss sharing my secrets with you and knowing that it will be kept with you and no one else would need to know. I simply miss having someone to trust. So many years have since gone by and I guess I'm still unable to move on. I couldn't let you go. I still remember looking down at you when you were lying peacefully in your coffin. Your pain has gone but that's the day my pain started. The pain of losing you....

I remembered the last dream I had of you where you shook off my hand and said with tears in your eyes 'Let me go, I need to leave now.' I'm sorry Ivy, I can't. I tried calling your number...someone else picked up the phone and it wasn't you. I was hoping with all my heart that it will be you. Wishful thinking huh? From now on, I will live my life better than before. I want you to be proud of me. I know this is what you want me to do but letting you go will take some time. Be patient with me k? I'm slow....